Just dance ...

this is the first blog entry
i'm really not sure what to write.
things are totally different in this world that i have been inducted into. we are poor - all 4 of us trying to make ends meet and feed, house and provide for children that aren't technically mine but they are god-willed.

the cats have come out of hiding finally.

i am shairing a flat with two other people - joseph and heather. they are nice and they mean well but they are a little naive. haven't made it out into the world and experience anything out of West-monkey-fuck-Ohio. sweet and harmless.

my mother wrote me a letter about me leaving and that she is afraid that i am just going to fail. votes of confidence! even from 300+ miles away she can make me feel like shit for the decisions i make.

if one thing that has changed - i feel more alive than i have in the past.
even though it is small things i feel free.

xoxo
p.w.