Wednesday, 25 March 2009

twinkle twinkle little star

i went to give plasma today - there is no other source of income right now.
like $30 is a lot of money for christ sake!


things got screwed because of me not having a vaild ohio address. tried to bootleg one but that didn't work.

i drove all the way to findaly which is 21 miles away. i was on "E" half way there - no plasma = no gas! i have no cell phone no ones number no one to call no money. i went over to the gas station across the street pulled in and started swaring and kicking my car. i put a dent in my car with sandles on and my toes are fine.

i had to pan-handle money off of a stranger to make it home. i gather it helped because i am a female and i was crying. i got $5 to get gas and make it home.

i was in tears the entire time i pumped my gas.

nervous breakdown #1 in ohio ...

i cant exist in the middle of nothingness. no money no gas no nothing. this is killing me slowly.

before you can be anything ...
you must loose everything.

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